Deep Questions, Part Deux

Here is the second part of last night's random questions.  Hopefully I'll have something to write about tomorrow.  If not, more questions!

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?

Shit, no ideas.  I usually don't say anything honestly.  I bottle it up and never release it.  It makes life easier.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?

To tell them I do not love them back.  I hate hurting people.  Yes, that is true.  I really don't like hurting anyone.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?

My dreams.  They keep me somewhat sane.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?

My son.  I tell him that every night, just in case.

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?

Easy.  My second trip to the ER.  Then I wouldn't be worrying so much about money, the bills would be less, and it's not like it helped anyway.  I still feel like ass.

18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?

My husband.  He makes the creepy bad things go away.

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?

Yes.  So what if he's homeless?  That doesn't even matter.  They are people too, you know.

20.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?

Ugh.  This question is stupid.  Anyway, I'd let go of my grandmother.  She's lived a long life, and no doubt she'd even be telling me to let her go.

21. Are you old fashioned?

In some ways, yes.  I don't mind being a housewife, and doing all the housewifely things like cooking and cleaning.  At the same time, I expect to be treated like a human being, an equal, someone who is just as important as a man.

22. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it? 

Probably the other day.  I tend to do things to make people happy without asking anything in return.  I'm nice like that.

23.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?

True love and a broken heart.  I like the feelings, yo.

24.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

That I were a magical being, capable of making the world right for the millions of people who are fucked over every day.

That's it for tonight.  I really do not feel good at all, and my son is getting ill, which means he'll have his night terror episodes.  This is not going to be a fun night.