Sorry, I just don't feel like writing much tonight. Lots of things going on that make me feel like a failure as a mother. I'm hoarse from yelling, and my eyes burn from crying.
It's nothing too awful, but my son just really got to me today with his procrastination and excuses. I feel like I'm just not getting anywhere with him and his laziness about his reading and writing homework. He's going down the same path I went, and I don't want him to.
At least my shelf is clean. Boxing up 40+ video games will do that. The iPad, phone, and DS are all out of sight now as well.
I am honestly at my wits' end. I am out of ideas on how to handle this, and if taking away the things he loves doesn't do the trick, then I don't know what will. God knows yelling hasn't had any effect.
Fuck. This is what I get for being an asshole child. Karma kicking me squarely in my ample ass.
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