Thirty Days Of Truth: Day 02

Day 01 is here.

Day 02: One thing you love about yourself.

Something I love about myself. That’s about as hard as something I hate about myself. Perhaps that is why it has taken me forever to write this one, even though it is very brief. Perhaps you won’t be happy with what I have written. Perhaps I pulled a major cop out, but it is the truth, and I don’t feel like spewing out some nicey-nice lie about how I love such and such about me. So here you go:

I love nothing about myself. Yes, you read that right, and no, it isn’t a ploy to get sympathy or compliments. I can’t think of one thing that I love about myself, be it mentally, physically, or emotionally. I honestly have no idea what I can say, because I loathe myself about 80% of the time, and that isn’t going to change anytime soon.

So there you go. Nothing, zero, zilch, nada. Maybe by the end of these 30 days, I’ll have some love for the letter I'm supposed to write to myself, but for right now, PBBBBBBBT.

Thank you.

Next up: Day 3, something I have to forgive myself for.

On a completely different note, I have elected to go with the surgeon’s recommendation of replacing the whole Lap Band system. I feel that I am not strong enough to try and battle my weight on my own. So I will be having it replaced on Friday, and I can only hope like hell that it won’t fail this time. So, more surgery for me, and a hopefully brighter future full of losing weight and getting healthy.